continuation of first reiki night

Just woke up from another dream that had to do with Reiki. Before I went to sleep I was nervous about spirits, now that our third eye is more open.  I went to bed and slept again pretty quickly. And I had a lot of dreams that were dark.  Just me being in a dark place.  Also of me having the throat and chest chakra blocked.  Mostly my throat.  And I kept trying to do Chu Ku Rei on it.  I kept trying to tell C (my sister) that I didn't mean what I said the way she thought. When I said she was ugly. In my dream I had said t again and it wounded her. I kept trying to go after her to t ell her but the words couldn't come out so I was walking into empty rooms that she ha been in but just left.  And when I finally found her my throat chakra was closed and she kept leaving in disgust and anger before I had the chance to say something. I kept trying to speak but no words would come.  But I desperately wanted it to come.  So I kept following and doing Chu Ku Rei and Reiki on my throat and removing the blockage on my throat chakra and little by little I got it out. "That's not what I meant.  I'm sorry, my sister."

Someone is really trying to tell me something. Especially with this dream and the forgiveness card I pulled yesterday.  And I've just woken and right now my throat is still sore.
         Oh! also, I was in a lot of darkness and I kept trying to move to another part of something and it was always a struggle.  Like I was trying to walk in quick sand.