i've noticed that a lot of these interesting things happen to me when i'm at work. i work at a hospital. does anyone have any idea as to why that may be?
so here's a few things that happened today. i had a patient who was going to receive a shock (cardioversion) to try to get her heart pumping correctly. i was there to assist. the lady talked a lot, but she wasn't talking to me, so i was able to stare at her without her being able to tell. i saw that she had a green aura, it wasnt a vibrant green but an ugly, murky green. when i had the chance i looked up what it could mean and a few that i saw was fear and a need to feel secure, which would make sense given the fact that she was about to be shocked and she was scared. it also means jealousy, envy, mistrust, etc. which i can see also, seeing how she's not well and hasnt been for awhile and my coworker, who looks older than the patient (she's like in her 60's) is very active and healthy.
the mistrust could come from the fact that she had this done before, and it didn't work, so she doubts it would work this time.
another thing that happened was i was taking a nap at one of my secret work hideouts
on my break. i had one leg cross over the other and while i was
sleeping i felt someone tug three times on my pant leg. i woke up and
looked at the time, it was time for me to go back to work. the biggest and most exciting thing that happened tho is this, i was in a patient's room and she was completely out of it. like she's a "DO NOT RESUSCITATE" knockin on death's door patient. no one was in the room and i thought "this would be an excellent time for me to practice auras" i tried to see hers but for some reason it was harder than i thought. i saw what looked like a very pale blue, which confused me bc i thought it would be like a sickly yellow or black or something, seeing how she's almost gone. i gave up, figuring i am just not seeing her aura properly. now that i'm home though it would make sense bc here's what my book says about a blue aura: blue is the color of the spirit, contemplation, prayer, and heaven, symbolizing religious, mythical, and spiritual feelings. Pale blue shows less maturity but sincere desire to make efforts in the right direction.
if someone is dying and they know they are dying, it would make sense that they would be considering these things.
after checking for her aura i decided to try something. i put my hand over her and concentrated. i waited to see if anything happened. i moved my hand from her head to her chest (the rest of her was bundled up in a ton of blankets and pillows so i didn't bother) my hand began to be pulled to the right side of her chest like a magnet. they began to make circles. i moved it to the left side of the chest and felt nothing, they just began to migrate back to the right. i wanted to continue but two nurses came into the room so i left.
afterward i looked up her history. i looked at chest x-rays and in one of the descriptions if said she had an airspace disease in her right lung, that had worsened since the last time she was there. i let out a little cheer lol. however there was something wrong with her head/brain, encephalopathy (sp?) that i didn't feel. but anyway, i felt like it was good for my first time. especially since i didn't know what i was doing and i'm just starting out. this is pretty exciting!
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